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it really hurts
i can feel you…everywhere
i wish i could see you…anywhere
I went to the store to buy you a Christmas card
Isn’t that crazy. You’ve been dead for a minute now.
I went to the store and I saw all the things you would like.
I cried at a CD of Chaka Khan. I cried at a book for Top Chef. I cried a cute sweater vest in your size.
emotions are swirling all through my head. they are drowning me.
I’m trying to come up for air
I knew this would happen but i was not prepared for it…fully
I remember all the good years we had to together. All the Christmas holidays.
then i smile again.
I still have people HERE that i need to give attention to
I still have people here to celebrate the holiday with.
I still have people here at Christmas..and some of them miss you too.
We can miss you together. The survivors.
We can love you together.
I want to be someone who is missed when i am gone.
I have to remember whether i am missing them or being with who’s left
Love is filling the room.
Love is filling my heart
Love is lighting my Christmas.
- I know better.
- I know that I can make it thru anything because the longer I live , I experience it.
- I have a great support system that I can trust.
- I am more comofrtable in my own skin
- I have forgiven everyone and everything.
6. I feel ALL emotions and that is a great release.
7.I’m FINALLY in the career I want to be in!
8. I have forgiven myself.
9. I have developed a spiritual side that guide me! (Also my garden is my safe space too.)
IN 2016 I will be crossing something off my bucket list! I will be working on, recording and releasing a song! Its a dream come true! I will be working on a dance song! so Stay tuned. In the meantime I have done two episodes of Afterbuzztv’s The Concert Experience recently and here they are:
Its been a awhile since I’ve posted. I have been extra buys with new projects or existing projects that suddenly have moved forward. It is an EXCITING time for ME and my production company!!
People are wanting to work with me! That is a great feeling. It is a nice feeling. I love to collaborate! Working with others towards a product can be very rewarding. I like bouncing off ideas and agreeing on a concept and putting it together. They have their strengths and I have mine and we find a way to build and work together. It’s a different high then working alone. Also when people want to come on to YOUR project and are willing to do what you need, its great too. They share in helping you get your vision. I am so blessed and fortunate. I want to publicly THANK everyone who is in my orbit right now!
One of the new projects that I am involved with is with the guys at DeadXRadio. They are a great team out of Florida. Jeff, Chance, Sean, Patrick and John are my buddies and are fans of horror, sci-fi, and paranormal. WE are shooting a pilot for a TV Show and more! I’m excited for this venture. It should be fun! Check them out!
I also have a NEW TV show coming out! Its an old show that I have been asked to REVIVE by Black Hollywood Live network! President Derrial Christon is a great guy and I am honored to work on AfterbuzzTV’s African American Network! The show is called Breaking Into. I get to talk to people in the Entertainment Industry (all aspects)! It works with MY brand of sharing knowledge and ideas with everyone! I have some REALLY good guests lined up already.In the last week or so, it’s been filled with bookings and all that entails. Coordinating schedules! I am so excited for this 30 minutes show that debuts Thursday, Nov. 5th at 5pm PST/8pm EST!!
I am also the “VOICE” of a new radio program/podcast!! Radio Millenial!!! 3 friends (including my buddy Cameron Louis) have a fun show that tackles all kinds of subjects that are on the minds of young people and its funny too! Here is a link to an episode. AND at the beginning/opening theme of the show…you will hear a familiar voice….
THE show that I BROUGHT to Afterbuzztv, THE GH Report is now a MONTH old!! We have 4 shows under out belt! Ladine Harvey, Lacretia Lyon, and Frank Moran and I have debuted and are clicking right along! The fans are coming to us and have been supportive! AND we have secured our first guest, GH Actor Robert Palmer Watkins who plays Dillon. He will be on NOV 8th!
PLEASE check out and LIKE our Facebook Page, the GH Report!
Again I live in Gratitude everyday for the opportunities!!!